Simply me

What does it mean to live a poetic life? It means to find beauty and meaning in everyday experiences, cultivate a sense of wonder, and express yourself with intention and care, seeing the world as a source of inspiration and creation. 

My life is a testament to living poetically. I’ve always found beauty and meaning in everything, nurtured a sense of wonder, and seen the world as a wellspring of inspiration and creation. These experiences have shaped my understanding of a poetic life, making it as enchanting as it sounds.

So get on your wetsuit because we are going to dive into the essence of a poetic life much deeper. Explore with me living a poetic life and the role of symbolism. As you read, let the words resonate. Feel them. Experience them. Let them wash over your soul like a blanket of love. 

The following is what AI had to say. My comments are in italics:

What does it mean to live poetically? 

A poetic life involves finding the extraordinary in the ordinary, noticing the beauty in everyday moments, and appreciating the small details that often go unnoticed.   There is so much beauty every day. Don’t let it go unnoticed. What a waste that would be. It is still dark when I leave for work at 6:30 A.M. I love that drive in the dark while a lot of the world is still sleeping or not out and about yet. Cars are still on the road, but the world’s roar has not yet gotten loud. What a beautiful way to gather yourself as you go about the start of your day. I also love coming home in daylight at 3:30 when I can then share more actively in the beauty the world around me offers, like going for a bike ride or a walk, taking photographs, soaking in some sun on a sunny day, having a picnic, earthing on grass or the sand at the beach and seeing a sunrise, catching a sunset, going on an adventure. Always go on adventures and explore. Explore everything. Life is beautiful. Enjoy it all while you can, and find other things to enjoy when you can’t. There is always so much to enjoy. Even if you are sitting outside your house watching nature. There is always beauty!

• Embracing Creativity: It’s about expressing yourself through various forms of art, whether writing, painting, music or simply finding unique ways to communicate your thoughts and feelings. Besides being in nature, I thrive on creativity. I am fortunate to have a job where I can use my creativity and express myself that way. I love to create, and I have found so many ways to do it over the years through writing, photography, junk journaling, bracelet making, rock painting, beach combing, and decorating my room. If you have no hobbies, search your soul. I dabbled over the years with stuff, but it was not until I struggled through a hard time that I found my niche in various expressive arts. They take you out of your worries and cares, even for only an hour.
• Cultivating Mindfulness: Living poetically requires being present in the moment and paying attention to your surroundings. Be moved by the world’s beauty and wonder.   I do this all the time. I cannot help but notice the beauty in everything around me, especially outdoors. If you are always in a hurry and don’t notice, as soon as you walk outside, be more aware of all around you. The sky, the birds, the feel of the sun, The light, the dark, the sun, the moon, the stars, the heat, the cold, the trees, the flowers, the rain, the clouds, and find beauty, a busy squirrel looking for food, a robin searching the earth for its next meal, a person walking their dog, and the person may not have smiled. Still, that dog sure looked like they were smiling. You couldn’t help but smile right back at it, that cutie. Be kind and notice the kindness of others. Be the smile that might be the only one someone receives or the compliment, and wish everyone a beautiful day. Be sunshine and earnestly spread it.
• Finding Meaning: It’s about searching for deeper meaning in your experiences, connecting with your emotions, and finding purpose in your life.  Searching for deeper meaning in your experiences and connecting with your feelings makes you more apt to find your purpose in life.  It makes you more in tune with yourself. I believe it is so important to be in tune with yourself. More on this at the end.
• Being Open to Wonder: A poetic life is characterized by a sense of curiosity, a willingness to explore the unknown, and a belief in the magic and mystery of existence. I have always been curious. As far back as I can remember, I have been curious about everything, even the ants marching about, building their tunnels and homes, and gathering food. Curiosity did not kill the cat. Curiosity opens doors to beautiful adventures. I love this, especially that last bit “and a belief in the magic and mystery of existence”. Oh, the marvels of it all!

The Role of Symbolism:

• Symbolism as a Language: Symbolism allows us to express complex ideas and emotions concisely and evocatively.
• Finding Meaning in Symbols: Symbols can represent abstract concepts, emotions, or experiences, allowing us to connect with something deeper than the surface level. 
• The walls in my room overflow with symbolism displayed everywhere. The junk journals I make and the things I gather and collect are filled with symbolism. Even the bracelets I make and wear every day are symbolic, as they are Morse code bracelets, where I have silently stated something that is only meant for me and wear it as a statement to myself.
• Examples of Symbols:
  • Nature: Trees can symbolize growth and resilience, water can represent purity and flow, and the sun can represent hope and warmth.  And those three things I cannot imagine my life without. I can attach meaning to so many things that are special to me. Oh, don’t get me going now, I could go on and on. I love rocks, dirt, sand, earth, sky, rain, snow, sun, bodies of water, wildlife, and bugs (well, not the kind of bugs that bite, haha). I have to stop. This blog already seems too long of a blog and is getting more like a book. Haha. I just want it all. To sleep under the stars, dance in the rain, lay in the snow, frolic in a field of wildflowers, blow dandelions, swim in the waters of life.
  • Objects: A worn-out book can symbolize knowledge and wisdom, a key can represent opportunity, and a mirror can represent self-reflection. 
  • Colors: Red can represent passion and energy, blue can symbolize peace and tranquility, and green can represent nature and growth. A woman at work always compliments me on what I am wearing. Today, she said she loves my style and the colors I wear. She said, “You wear a lot of earthy colors…you are very earthy”. I never thought about it, but I do. I just read that earth tones are a mixture of tonalities of browns and tans and include some browns, such as orange, red, green, yellow, purple, and blue. They tend to be more muted and flat colors. And yes, I am very earthy.
• Using Symbolism in Daily Life: By paying attention to the symbols around us and within ourselves, we can better understand our experiences and the world around us. We certainly can.

Another part of living a poetic life is:

• Being in Tune with Yourself:
  • Self-Awareness: It means understanding your strengths, weaknesses, values, and beliefs.  How good it is to have an understanding of these. Self-awareness is so critical.
  • Authenticity: It encourages living in accordance with your true self, rather than conforming to external expectations. A big pet peeve of mine is when someone is not authentic. I believe I have always been authentic. I never tried to be someone that I am not. I don’t put on airs. I am simply me. That is why Simply Me is the name of my blog. I strongly dislike it when people are not true to themselves and present themselves as someone they are not. Go out in this great big world and march to the beat of your own drummer, and who cares if sometimes you miss a beat? At least it is your drum. Don’t worry about what others think. Just be real.
  • Self-compassion involves treating yourself with kindness and understanding, especially during challenging times. Compassion towards others and compassion towards yourself are so important. When I say self-compassion, it doesn’t mean having a big pity party for yourself. Okay, maybe wallow a little, but you cannot live there. No, you must always pull yourself up by your bootstraps and do what you must to keep on keeping on. But be kind to yourself, love yourself, and don’t let anyone crush your spirit.
  • Inner Peace: It can lead to a sense of inner peace and contentment as you become more aligned with your true self.  I agree. Doing all these things (living a poetic life) will bring you inner peace.
  • This brings me to the last but certainly not least. One thing I have not mentioned yet, and while everyone doesn’t accept it, is what always helps me: knowing that I have a loving, merciful God by my side, lighting my way. I can’t imagine not having Him.

• Do you live a poetic life? This list for a poetic life is essential. Do you view them as essentials? Let me know what you think. Leave me a message. Thanks for reading.

I see trees of green, red roses too, I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself: What a wonderful world

I see skies of blue and clouds of white,The bright blessed days, the dark sacred night, And I think to myself: What a wonderful world

The colors of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky, Are also on the faces of people going by. I see friends shaking hands, saying: How do you do? They’re really saying: I love you!

I hear babies crying, I watch them grow. They’ll learn much more, than I’ll never know. And I think to myself: What a wonderful world
Yes, I think to myself: What a wonderful world

Hi, my name is Mary and I am a thrift shopaholic.

I genuinely feel like I am addicted to thrift shopping. I get a high off of it. Finding a great piece, be it a dress (my favorite), boots, or a jacket, for so little money makes me feel good. So, if I am feeling stressed or down, where do I head? You got it, the thrift shop.

I have always loved dresses, and when I was little, my mom and I would go shopping, and she would buy me the best dresses. Those were precious times with my mom. We would also go to the diner and have lunch. It was usually a turkey club sandwich, which we would split. My mom left for her heavenly home when I was just 13, and now I find myself getting comfort from thrift shopping and diners. Although my mom and I did not shop at thrift shops, I have become a big fan of them, so much so that I do not enjoy shopping at stores for new clothing.

Some people are closet thrifters. They do not want anyone to know that they shop at thrift shops. I don’t get it. I am proud of it. Getting a bargain is a great thing. It leaves me more money to spend on other things. I once bought a Lands End coat for something like $6.00. It was such a great buy. It was in perfect condition. Someone I knew commented on it, and I said, “Oh, I got it at a thrift shop”. She looked at me disapprovingly and said, “You shouldn’t tell people that.” I was like, “Why not? I am proud I got such a great deal. It is wonderful”. I lost a lot of respect for her that day.

What is wrong with buying clothes that were worn before? You wash them, and they are fine. I could write another blog on being yourself, but I will save that for another day. This person had an image to project, and she certainly did not want to ruin it by shopping at a thrift shop. And if you are one of those people who do shop at thrift shops but do not want anyone to know that you do. Why? Just be you. Who cares! If someone compliments me on my outfit, I say, “Oh, I got it at the thrift shop for $10.00, “with a tone of delight and confidence in my voice. The reaction I get is usually positive.
Some of my best finds were a brand new “Free People” dress with the tags still on for $20.00. In the store, it sold for $100. Another “Free People” dress for $8.00. I bought a long winter Michael Kors down coat for $40, probably for a few hundred brand new. I also recently purchased a Michael Kors short winter coat with a detachable hood for $17.00, which sold for over $100.

Today, I bought an Ann Taylor butternut leather jacket for $20, selling for over $150. Then, there were all of my favorite items that I purchased. So many are not brand names, but I loved them and got them for $6.00 or even $2.50 or 10.00. I cannot get enough of thrift shopping. I decorated my room with stuff from the thrift shop, which is fantastic.

Today, while at the thrift shop, I overheard people talking. It seems everyone is addicted. One woman told me, after my admitting that I am addicted, that she is too, and she goes there every day. I felt a little better after hearing that. We need a thrift shop anon. But on second thought, I don’t think I would go as I love thrifting. It is a passion of mine, and it makes me feel good. I no longer like to shop in stores that sell new clothing. I was in Marshall’s just today, and I couldn’t deal with it. I couldn’t find anything I loved, and everything was overpriced.

When I go to the thrift shop, I usually see things right up my alley. I love a particular style, and it makes me so happy to find that stuff in the thrift shop for a reasonable price. Last year, I got leather Ivanka Trump boots for $10. Just yesterday, I got leather Miz Moos boots for $8.00, which sell for almost $200 in the store. Yeah, how could you not get a high from that?

The downside is that I buy more than I should. I have so much clothing, but I love and wear it all. Oh, and I also purchased a cool jacket. It cost me $30. It ended up being a designer jacket that sells for $168 online. I have never been into designer things, but if you can get it for so little, it is exciting—not because of the name, but because it is well made. I could care less about labels.

I can go for a month without going to the thrift shop, which is good. It is not easy. I fight myself. I think of it as a hobby. People spend a lot of money on their hobbies. Feeling grateful and thank God that this is my “addiction” and not something worse.

Happy Thrifting!

That is all we are here for. That is what it feels like — a speck in time. There will come a day when we are no longer here. It will eventually be like we never even existed. We go through these years worrying about this, worrying about that, wanting to love, wanting to be loved, hoping to make our mark on this world.

What is our mark? Do you ever think about that? What is your mark? Mine is love. That is my mark. Is that your mark? Is that everyone’s mark? It certainly is not everyone’s mark. There are people who go through this life not really caring about anyone and only themselves. There are greedy, selfish people. There are people who turn a blind eye. There are people who just don’t care. But then there are the people who love. There are those people going through life spreading love the best they can. They have been betrayed, lied to, and used, but they don’t let it stop them from loving.

As we go through life, “love” takes on new meaning. Our first love was the love of family, then friends, and then romantic love. Love for a romantic partner should be the same love for a mother/ father/ brother, sister, or friend, but it should be even more complex because it is different from any other love.

My mom was the first person that I truly felt loved by. She loved me so much. She would tell me all “I love you” all the time and compliment me all the time. We would never stay upset with each other and always say sorry if we got upset with each other. It hurt both of us to the core of our being to be upset with the other. There is nothing I wouldn’t do for my mother, and my mother knew that. There is nothing (within her control) that she wouldn’t do for me. We were each other’s cheerleader and biggest fan. That is love. With romantic love, attraction, physical desire, and passion are added. That kind of love is unlike any other. But if there is no chemistry, it ends up just an attraction.

I recently read on a post that if someone makes you feel excited and giddy and your heart races, walk away. It says instead, you should go for someone who makes you feel warm, safe, and secure. No, I wholeheartedly disagree. If you don’t have it all, people get into big relationship problems. You need to have it all. Not one or the other. When you have chemistry and a soul connection with someone, your heart will race, and you will feel excited and giddy, but you will also feel warm, safe, and secure with them. They will feel like “home” to you. If you have chemistry and a deep connection with someone, you will have everything. I spent a good portion of my life not having it. But I have had it and am telling you there is nothing like it. When you have that, you not only have love but are in love and will remain in love for the rest of your days. Call me an incurable romantic. I am. I always will be. I genuinely believe this. But both have to feel it to work both ways. I call it soulmates.

So what happens if you have this, you know, the whole kit and caboodle love thing, and things don’t work out? I don’t know. I don’t know if that was the entire chemistry, I love this person in the depths of my soul thing. If you two are fighting and constantly getting on each other’s nerves or putting yourself, your desires, and others first, there is something wrong there. Suppose you profess your undying love for someone. Well, then, you should love them. Loving them means having patience, not yelling, understanding, and communicating. It does not mean turning your back on them, withholding your love, manipulating them, and always putting your needs before theirs. Now, if I love you, I will love you like I loved my momma — a full-on love.

I will be your biggest cheerleader and will always be there for you. If you feel the same, your heart will beat fast and feel excited, giddy, warm, and safe. That is how it will be. You will always want one thing. You will want what is best for the other person and what is best for the growth of your relationship. You would never want to jeopardize that beautiful relationship. Sometimes, we are dumb and say dumb things, but we must laugh at ourselves. Just admit you were dumb, laugh at yourself, apologize, and move on. Admit your faults. Don’t hold grudges, don’t always be right, don’t be insulting. 

I once had to do a reading at my best friend’s funeral; she picked the reading and asked me to do it before she passed. The reading was from 1 Corinthians. It is a reading that is usually read at weddings and is one of my favorites. It brings me to tears. Here it is:

If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains but do not have love, I am nothing.  If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast but do not have love, I gain nothing.
 Love is patient; love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.  It does not dishonor others; it is not self-seeking; it is not easily angered and keeps no record of wrongs.  Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.  It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
 Love never fails. 

Now, if only we could all live that Bible passage, then we could say we made our mark, and what a beautiful world it would be.
I don’t know how much time I have left. I cannot waste it crying over my mistakes. I need to love. And I need to feel love. Life is too short. So smile at strangers, open doors for them, pick something up, and offer a helping hand to all in need. Do what ever you can that will make someone else’s day better. Don’t put blinders on, don’t be a bull and want your way and what you want, don’t blame, accuse, and argue, but have honest conversations and be honest with yourself. Life is too short for anything else but love. Love, Love, Love.

I will add, though. Love does not call us to be a doormat. If you have a partner who you are loving with all your heart, and they continually walk all over you, that is not love. That is abuse, and in that case, you need help. That is why ensuring you have chemistry with someone is essential — and not fake chemistry. You will know. There will be signs it is not genuine. Don’t go into denial. Follow your gut. You will know in your soul how much you are loved. The love will be reflected in how you are treated. When dating, at the first signs of narcism, addiction, or feeling anything less than genuine care and concern for you, run for the hills. Listen to your inner voice and then hold out for that soulmate. You will know. That little inner voice is so important.

I hope you enjoyed my post on love. I don’t know how good it is; I am just speaking from the heart.
Have a beautiful day. Make use of that speck you are in this big universe. Love with all your heart and make a difference in people’s lives.

Side note: Listening to the song I can’t help to see all the photographs of years gone by flashing through my mind. And I don’t mean actual photographs (for many, many memories I have no photographs), but the images that are forever printed in my mind and heart.

Today, I salute all the brave men and women who have fought to keep America safe and free. Thank you for your service to our country. We, the patriots of America, are extremely grateful for your selfless sacrifice and dedication. Every day should be Veterans Day.

Now, I would like to turn personal and speak of a man I have known and loved my entire life who has served this country. My dad, Domenick Bellissimo. 
He was born Domenico Bellissimo and came to America at 15 years old. He dreamt his whole life of coming to America. He used to write letters to his father from his mother (she couldn’t write), and in the end, he would add himself, “I want to come to America.” He was thrilled the day his father sent for the family. He came to America and embraced all it had to offer.

Then, Just 6 years later, he was drafted into the United States Army. He willingly went to do his duty. He says they all boarded the train in their woolen uniforms, and there they went..boogie boogie boogie all the way to Mississippi. He said it was so hot there, and they were all sweating and could not wait to shower. At some point, his first Sgt. called him over and said, “Bellissimo, how old are you” My dad replied, “21, sarge,” and the Sarge said, “You are not 21; you look like a baby, go shave that peach fuzz off your face”. He also told my father to never volunteer for anything. “if they order you to go, then go, but never volunteer. At one point, my father told him he thought he was going somewhere else, and he said, “Bellissimo, you ain’t going nowhere. You are going with me. Wherever I go, you go. Got it? My dad replied, “Got it, Sarge.” 

While in Mississippi doing his basic training, they learned that my dad was not an American citizen. They were in a pickle and didn’t know what to do. He was back and forth to Washington twice, trying to straighten things out. His last time there, he asked if he could speak. He said, “I am an American. I live in America, and I am an American, and I will do whatever I have to do to protect my country. The Sgt said, “That is all we needed to hear,” so they got him his citizenship. This was the time of WWII. He could easily have gotten out of it. But no, my father wanted to do his duty.

I have heard many stories of those days in Mississippi, preparing for the Philippines’ jungles and the maneuvers in the West Virginian mountains. He drank slowly from his canteen as he wanted his water to last. Some guys drank theirs fast and then wanted some of my father’s. If they ever had no more water, they would actually look for a cow print where there would be a little puddle of water, scoop it out, and drink it. I also remember a story of when they were out doing maneuvers, and he had some spaghetti and sauce his mother sent him, and they made it. It was very dark outside, and it all spilled out onto the ground when draining the spaghetti. My dad and all the other soldiers who were so hungry all started picking a piece up. Piece after piece, they would say, “Oh, this looks good,” “Oh, this looks good,” and “Oh, this looks good” until the pot was full of spaghetti, and they ate it. When they woke up the following day, they noticed all the little caterpillars hanging from the trees and dropping to the ground. They couldn’t help but think they could have fallen into the spaghetti and must have eaten some. 

After his time spent in Mississippi, the time had come to board a ship at Norfolk and to go to the Pacific. The landed at three different places. I think the first was New Guinea, the next was Moratai Island, and then the Philippines. I am not too sure if that order is correct, but I believe the Philippines was the last one. My dad was lucky to have his first Sgt. Hardin as his Sgt. I think he took a liking to my dad and watched over him. First, he was a supply clerk and then a mail clerk, and then he became the artificer, where he maintained all the guns. They are not supposed to hand them to him dirty, but one soldier did. It was all muddy. My dad said you didn’t clean it; you need to clean it first and the soldier said, “You clean it,” and my father said no, you’re supposed to clean it. Then he grabbed my dad by the collar and held him up in the air and said, “You stupid guinea, I ought to kill you,” and my dad shot the gun towards his feet and took off like a bat out of hell. When he was called before the commander, the commander said you wouldn’t have really shot him, would you? and my dad said, “I sure would have.”
He does not talk too much about the fighting end of it. While he did fight, he was not on the front line. He did go to the front line to pick up wounded soldiers and bring them back to the medic tent. One day, they picked a soldier up and put him on a stretcher, but they were not sure which way to go. The were in the jungle. They said, “Let’s go this way,” and proceeded to go. All of a sudden, they froze. Right on the other side of some sparse bushes were about 8 or so Japanese soldiers. Thank God they did not turn their heads and look their way, or else they would have been shot dead, and I would not be here writing this blog. Another time, they were being hit by grenades, and they all lay on the ground, and one landed on the guy’s head that was lying right next to him and blew him up. Nothing happened to my dad. He was not even hit by shrapnel. He is lucky to be alive. Many of them were fortunate to be alive, but a whole lot of them weren’t. Till the end of his life, he always said that the good Lord had always protected him. I am thankful he did. So I will end this here with this little story…

One night the Sergeant heard my dad talking, so he said, “Bellissimo, who are you talking to? and my dad said, “Just saying my prayers, sarge,” and Sarge said, “Carry on.” My dad has said his prayers every night since childhood and says he never missed them. My dad was a good man. I am happy he made it out unscathed except for a bad case of Malaria that seemed to affect him his whole life. He used to complain about weak spells and always thought it was from the Malaria. He was lucky. My dad is now living out his life in his eternal home of heaven. He lived to be 100 and 3/4 years old.

God bless my dad and all of the veterans. I pray they get the love and respect that they deserve. I am thankful that Donald J. Trump and J.D. Vance will be in the White House in January. They love and respect our military, and I believe they will do what is best for them. Hopefully, veterans will all get the proper care they need. Happy Veterans Day! and Dad..I love you and miss you so much. I am so proud of the way you lived your life. Thank you. Love always, your baby girl.

I love dancing. In my younger years, I was too self-conscious to dance without having a few drinks first. Once I got out onto that dance floor, I didn’t want to stop once I started dancing. All those nights dancing in rock and new wave clubs like Granny’s Attic, Malibu, Spit, Speaks, and the OBI were fun times shared with friends. I am glad I no longer need a few drinks to loosen up and dance. Do you remember those days? Gosh, our self-esteem really needed a good kick in the pants. Mine did, anyway. Not today. Today, I have a different mindset.

This past summer, I loved going to see live bands. One band I saw, one of my favorites, was “Just Sixties.” They played at a beach, and I danced for the first time in the sand. Just being barefoot and feeling that sand under my feet was such a new, delightful experience.
Dancing is good for your mind, body, and soul. It lifts you up and energizes you. It releases those good endorphins. I think about the different times I danced and the feelings evoked. It was all fun and happy feelings. A favorite dancing memory was as a teen dancing all crazy with my friends in my tiny bedroom, especially with Lois. Hey, if you are reading this, remember Lo? Elton John’s Yellow Brick Road album and Crocodile Rock. Also, Judy in Disguise with Glasses and all the other 45s that were in the case my eldest brother threw away, and I took like a Red Rubber Ball. We had so much fun. Last summer, when we saw an Elton John tribute band, Lois and I relived being 15 again, singing along to Saturday Night’s Alright for Fighting, but with our own rendition of a specific part of it, laughing and feeling young again.

One of my favorite memories of dancing is with my son when he was little. I would put music on, and we would dance together, all crazy in the living room. It was so much fun.

And then there is slow dancing. Such an intimate moment between lovers. Being so close to each other, lost in the moment, physically moving to the music while words of love pour out from a song straight into your soul. I imagine this is the way it is with those who are so deeply in love.

The song I hope you dance is taking dance into the whole of your life. At the end of 9th grade, I recall my moving up dance, sitting with friends against the wall, watching others dance, and inside just wanting so badly to dance but sitting it out. That is the song Just Dance. Don’t sit on the sidelines, don’t sit it out. Get out and do the things you love to do. Embrace life deeply.

Live… genuinely live with your whole being. Do the things you want to do. Go to the places you want to go. Be with the people you want to be with. Don’t be on the sidelines. Life is too short. “Never fear those mountains in the distance, never settle for the path of least resistance, Livin’ might mean takin’ chances, but they’re worth takin'”. If there are things you want to do, do what you can to make those things possible. Make those things happen. LIVE!

Love… genuinely love with your whole being. Live love. Be love. Put your heart into everything. He who closes off their heart misses out on much. You take a chance on love,”Lovin’ might be a mistake, but it’s worth makin'”, and Don’t let some Hell bent heart leave you bitter, when you come close to sellin’ out reconsider”, Love others and love yourself. Love yourself enough to know not to accept ill treatment from others. and never sell out. Love yourself enough to know you are worthy of being deeply loved and love others that way. Give them your best. Imagine a world where we all loved like that. With all our hearts, minds, and souls. Where we take selfishness out of the equation and just purely love. I want that world. I desperately want that world. But that is where we are headed if we love..to heaven. Heaven is that world. Speaking of heaven, you should always “Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance”,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance. if you have that kind of love with just one person here on earth, you have everything. Anyway, the point is LOVE LOVE LOVE!!! It is not always easy at all, but just try to love. Even the small ways by a kind gesture, a smile, an acknowledgement. You don’t have to do big things, like St. Terese you can do small things with great love.

Laugh… genuinely laugh. Have fun and enjoy all the beautiful moments. Laugh with your whole being. Loosen up. Don’t be so serious. There is much to laugh at. Even ourselves. Be happy. Like that song, Don’t Worry, Be Happy. Then when you do not worry you will be happy and laugh more often.

Take every opportunity to embrace the beauty in life. Take a chance on love and have faith. Go for and grab onto that golden ring.
So dear friends. Join me in not wasting a moment. Make your life the best. Don’t stay stagnant. It doesn’t mean you have to keep moving. Just keep growing. Don’t let anyone keep you down. Life is short. Enjoy every moment. Do what you love, whether going on an adventure or chilling. Just do it. Do what you love.
And get out into the great outdoors and enjoy the beauty of nature. It is so good for you… body, mind, and soul. But whatever it is you want to do…Do it now.

My hope for you is that you dance! Don’t sit it out. Just dance.

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There she was, a little girl, day after day, gazing out the classroom window, watching the plethora of dreams she held in her heart float out the window, swirling and twirling with every thought in her imaginative mind through the warm springtime air, dancing upon the flowers and rising towards the sun, just like the dandelion fluffs she wished on. The voice of the teacher was a distant wah, wah, wah.

Even in high school, she daydreamed and doodled away on her brown paper bag-covered book while she thought of many things, many dreams, many hopes. She was always daydreaming. Always imagining different scenarios. She had a vivid imagination that took her to many places. She imagined all sorts of magical happenings and fairy tale endings.

That little girl was me. I was always a daydreamer. I still am. A few years ago, one of my dreams died a painful death. As a believer in dreams and happy every afters that heartbreaking experience took that belief from me. If that dream, which I believed in so deeply, died, how could any dream come true? If that dream could die, all dreams could. No sense in dreaming anymore. Dreams weren’t safe as they shattered, I told myself, and as my imaginative mind looked upon the shards of colored glass lying at my feet, the sun glistening off them as if it was trying to keep them alive. I almost no longer believed. Without the light of dreams or hope, the world was dark.

Allow yourself to dream again.

When talking to my dear friend, Robyn, about the shattered dream and how I don’t believe in dreams coming true anymore, she said, “You just never know.” ” you just never know.” How true those four words are. A simple but compelling statement. At first, I was not ready to accept it. My dream was a big part of me. I thought of what she said, flexed my dream muscles, and found some new strength. The death of a dream doesn’t have to be the end of your hopes.

I grabbed hold of the idea of “you never know” and continued living my life and embracing the things that made me happy. New and different dreams started growing. When your dream dies, it doesn’t mean your hope dies. The death of one dream could actually lead to an even better dream. You just never know! Allow yourself to grab hold of the next dream, whatever it may be.

I believe again and am filled with hopes and dreams. So many dreams different dreams now swirling and twirling within, floating to their destination of happily ever after. Writing has always been one of those dreams and here I am now writing a blog. How did I get here? With the love and encouragement of some dear friends…you know who you are. Not sure how good I am, not too many read my blogs, or if they do, they do not comment. I only know a handful of people who have expressed that they do enjoy it. But even if I am not yet the seasoned writer I long to be, the thing is, I worked on this dream and made it come true, and I am so appreciative of those who encouraged it to take that big step. I even have two children books I have written an and have taken on writing a few more books with the dream of one day being an accomplished author. Yup, you have to have dreams and you have to believe they can come true. If you never try, it will never happen. Dream it, live it.

We all know them. I love my dad so much, and I miss him like crazy; God rest his soul, but he killed a big dream for me. I always dreamed of being a teacher. When it came time for college, he asked me if I wanted to go and what I wanted to be. I replied, “A teacher is all I ever wanted to be.” He told me no, that teachers don’t make enough money, and it is tough to get a job as a teacher, so I didn’t go to college. He was a dream killer. I don’t blame him. He was only looking out for me and doing his best. I blame myself; I should have considered ways to do that alone. I, in turn, was a dream killer as well. My daughter wanted to go to college for acting. I told her she needed a fallback. She said if you have a fallback you will fall back. I told her not to go for acting. I was a dream killer. I hate that I did that. There will always be people who try to knock down your dream or make you feel like you could never live that dream or that you just aren’t good enough. Walk away. Don’t give them any headspace. Don’t let anyone kill your dreams. Believe in yourself and live your dreams.

At almost 64 years old, I am still a daydreamer, believing in dreams, fairy tales, and happy ever-afters. I believe in the power to make yourself, and your life, the best you can. I believe in wonderful people who reach into your heart and fill it with love. You should never shut down, but keep being the beautiful spirit you are who believes in the magical, the good, the beautiful, and in excellent, positive outcomes. I believe in love, joy, hope, fun, laughter, goodness, positivity, the energy of nature, and God’s power. I believe in you. Keep on dreaming! Don’t ever let your dreams die. You may have messed up your past, but you can better your future. Don’t settle, don’t think you can’t, and don’t listen to negative, harmful, toxic talk. Be you and live your dream.

Always let your imaginations soar and take you to the highest of heights. I saw the movie “Wonka” today, and I really liked it. I especially liked that it was about imagination, making your dreams come true, and believing. I also really like this song. I encourage all of you to never give up on your dreams. I have a two friends who are wonderful writers who write so beautifully. You know who you are. You are both one of the best and your books would definitely be flying off the shelves. Anthony, and Robyn, Believe in your dreams. Everyone, believe in your dreams

How was your 2023? Are you happy or sad to see it go, or does it not matter?

2023 was a mixed bag for me. The highest of highs and the lowest of lows were reached in 2023. All in all, it was a fantastic year indeed. As the end of the year draws near, I’m trying to focus on the positive. Nothing negative. There is always a positive. No matter what 2023 has taken from me, it has given me so much more. I am closing out this year grateful and hopeful. I am grateful for my most beautiful experiences, love, friends, nature, and life.

I am closing out the year with five unfinished books I am writing. I can’t seem to stick to only one at a time. I write these books when the mood strikes. They include memoirs, a novel titled “Under the Willow Tree,” a non-fiction book called “Growing up in Seaford,” another unnamed book, and a book of poetry entitled “Dandelion Wishes.” One goal is to write a little each evening.

Additionally, I am excited to share my latest project, which involves upcycling bags. These bags will be tailored to people’s interests and preferences. The first bag I am making is nature-inspired, and every part holds a special meaning. I am also making junk journals. I am hoping to open an Etsy shop as soon as I have enough product to sell.

I don’t know if this new venture will go far, but I have high hopes and am optimistic. I have a lot of high hopes for not only me but for you and everyone in 2024. High hopes are essential. I learned that during my early elementary school years at Seaford Manor, when we sang the song “High Hopes,” I was in awe of that little old ant. We may not have had Frank singing along with us, but we learned a lesson. If that little ant could move a rubber tree plant, we could do anything we put our minds to. We just had to have high hopes. Henry Ford once said, “Whether you think you can or you think you can’t – you’re right,” So think you can. It worked for that little old ant and it worked for Henry Ford, who we all know was highly successful. 

I love being creative, whether crafting, writing, photography or even at work. Whenever life gets tough, my creative self goes into overdrive. It is what saves me. Thanks be to God. Being able to express the many treasures of my heart in a tangible way through art has been a Godsend.

I spent 2023 just letting my hair down, being me, doing the things I love, and spending time with those I love. Life is short. Embrace it. Do what you love. Many people think about making bucket lists. Why not make one for just the year 2024? Why wait? You never know when the earth will stop spinning or who will be elected president in November. I have high hopes for the latter. Remember, think positive.

How are you spending the last evening of 2023? I’m glad I have my daughter here for the holidays. Having her here to close out 2023 and ring in 2024 will be wonderful. We are looking forward to our tradition of going outside at midnight, where we will bang pans while shouting Happy New Year and then light some small fireworks and sparklers while having high hopes for 2024.

My advice, for whatever it is worth, for 2024 is. Live it. That is an excellent resolution. Live your life. Live it doing what you love and giving the world your best self in every thing you do. You got this.

Are you unhappy? So many words of wisdom are all over the net. You need to search out ways to get happy. Reach out to friends and family. Do what you can to change what you can. Don’t worry, be happy! One thing I know…get out in nature…it gets your endorphins up naturally and will help you feel better. Also, don’t drink cold water. Drink room temp. Cold water takes away your happy (advice from a traditional Chinese medicine doctor). I also highly recommend speaking to a psychologist. If you are interested in that, I know a wonderful psychologist who does virtual visits. Let me know and I will give you his number. You won’t be sorry and what a great way to start our 2024.

Living your life means taking care of your health in all aspects – body mind and spirit. So try taking a step to better health by cutting out those poisons that are harming you such as processed foods, simple carbs, sugar, fried foods, fast food, and inflammatory foods. I know it is not easy. A good way to start is to really see these foods as poison to your body. When they are in your system they really wreak havoc causing inflammation which then causes disease. Also exercise and if you cannot exercise then walk if you can, walk every day. It is so good for not only your body, but your mind as well. Same with eating healthy. If anyone needs motivation, I can be your motivator. I would do that…I promise. Just like AAA has sponsors, I can be your health sponsor, lol.

Along with eating right and exercise, getting out in nature is one of the healthiest things you can do for yourself. Some of the benefits are:

• boosting the immune system
• lowering blood pressure
• reducing stress
• improving mood
• increasing ability to focus
• accelerating recovery from surgery or illness
• increasing energy level
• improving sleep

The longer the time I spend in nature, the better I feel. It truly does wonders. Make 2024 a year you spend more time in nature.

I have always loved John Denver. He was a big outdoorsman who felt that nature was his home. That resonates with me. My favorite song of his is “Annie’s Song”. I love how the lyrics express deep, profound love through the relationship of nature and senses. I just really love what he did there. They say you have so much more clarity when in nature. He wrote this song in 10 minutes on a ski lift. Here are his words: “Suddenly I was hypersensitive to how beautiful everything was. All of these things filled up my senses. When I said this to myself images came one after the other. The night in the forest, a walk in the rain, the mountains in springtime. All of the pictures merged and then what I was left with was Annie. That song was the embodiment of the love that I felt at the time. In the ten minutes it took to reach the top of the mountain, the song was there.” Listen to the song, look at the images and fill up your senses.

I wanted to post John Denver’s Annie’s song here, but unfortunately it is not letting me. It is a beautiful song, that I am sure you already know.

Now, what are your aspirations for 2024? to get healthier? to quit smoking or vaping cigarettes, or drinking? If you are thinking of stopping any addictions, that would certainly be a great start to 2024. Just do it! Make 2024 your year. You can do it. You can do anything you put your mind to. If anyone needs tips or someone to be there to encourage you, then message me. I will help. If you yourself, don’t struggle with these then reach out and give encouragement to someone who does.

Get out and do the things you love to do:

Do you want to camp in the woods or on the beach? stargaze? build a snowman, catch fish? run through an open field barefoot and blow dandelion wishes? write a book? buy a gun for protection? plan a waterfall trip? get on a plane to visit a loved one? learn an instrument? paint? learn another language? water ski, jet ski, kayak, or snowmobile for the first time? run in a race? build a treehouse? make your room into your sanctuary? enter a contest? do an open mic? visit a national park? plant a garden? make a rock garden? randomly scatter wildflowers? learn to dance? play in the snow? feed the homeless? drive cross country? hike? ride a motorcycle? visit every nature preserve and botanic garden where you live? go to a concert? go boating? take up archery? take a trip? go to montauk? dance in the rain? eat with your fingers?

Okay, you get my drift. Do things you love. Just as long as it is healthy for your body, mind, heart, and soul, do it. Don’t let fear hold you back. You are capable. You don’t have to be perfect. I am so far from perfect in any of my endeavors. The point is, if it brings you joy, why not just do it. It doesn’t need to be perfect. It just needs to be you.

Some people do not do what they love because too many things hold them down. You have one life to live. You don’t need to do everything, but just try to do something you love every week. If you have time on your lunch hour, eat outside, breathe in the air and soak up the sun (vitamin d). You are precious and you deserve to do these things for yourself. If you like to do things but don’t want to do them alone, and no one can join you, try them alone. You might surprise yourself and enjoy it.

Side note here: wise words of wisdom from my stepmother. I was 22 years old and wanted to go to a concert that was that day. I could not get anyone to go with me. My stepmother said “Just go by yourself”. Go by myself? I questioned. She said “yes, if you wait on others you will never do anything. Go by yourself”. Guess what? I went by myself and had an amazing time. An opportunity missed if I just stayed home because I didn’t want to go alone. I went to many of these concerts alone and that was a fun time in my life. After I had my daughter, she joined me. I also became good friends with someone in the band who I still keep in touch with til this day. Those were good times. So don’t ever fear going alone. Being alone isn’t so bad…you get to hang with one of the best people you know – yourself! lol. And you never know who you might meet.

So spend 2024 loving yourself, being good to yourself , and taking care of yourself. You are worth it. Never forget that. Then Love others with all your heart and seek out those who are good for your soul. Weed out the toxic people. You don’t deserve their ill treatment. No one does. Put out the trash and take in the treasure.

Volunteer and help all those who need help. Don’t think you don’t have the time? Think of the many minutes you waste in your day. Those minutes could be very precious to another. Even a phone call to check on someone is golden.

Be well my friends. Thank your creator every day for another breath and all the beauty life has to offer. Be kind, humble, be your best self, make a difference, and always hold on to your dream. Never ever give up on your dreams, NEVER! Keep them alive and do not let anyone crush them. love and peace my friends. As George Harrison said “Give me love, give me love, give me peace on earth. May you have that in abundance in 2024.

In the poem Desiderata, I close with my more wishes for you and your loved ones for 2024.
A Happy, Healthy, Safe, New Year to all! oh and before I put up the clip let me add something from a blog I found about Motto’s to live by by Leigh Weingus.

Mottos to Live By

1. When life gives you lemons, make lemonade.

2. Life every day like it’s your last.

3. Be yourself. Everyone else is already taken.

4. Be the change you wish to see in the world.

5. Let go of who you think you’re supposed to be and embrace who you are.

6. If you are not obsessed with your life, change it.

7. Set some goals, then demolish them.

8. A ship at harbor is safe, but that’s not what ships are for.

9. Take small steps every day.

10. If you’re tired of starting over, stop giving up.

11. Be a rainbow in someone else’s cloud.

12. Don’t sweat the small stuff

13. Will this matter a year from now? 

14. Always remember to fall asleep with a dream and wake up with a purpose.

15. If you are not wiling to risk the unusual, you will have to settle for the ordinary.

16. Always find a reason to laugh.

17. What’s meant to be will always find a way. 

18. If you can’t stop thinking about it, don’t stop working for it.

19. Life is a one time offer, use it well.

Someone very dear to me once told me, “I love nature almost as much as I love you.” Those words were precious to me. I truly understood them as they could have been my own. I know that all-encompassing love for nature all too well. You know how when you are so in love with someone, you feel a constant pull towards them? That is how I feel about nature. When you love nature, you feel that pull to get out there. Being out in nature in any element makes me happy. Breathing in all the delightful smells…trees, flowers, grass, air…it is all so delicious., as well as the natural sights of all that nature has to offer…it all fills my soul.

Whenever I feel down and go out, I try to go out in nature as it soothes my soul. It doesn’t take away my worries; it just connects with me like a dear old friend. It isn’t something you can understand unless you have been touched by its wondrous beauty and have felt its calling. Grass, trees, forests, meadows, lakes, oceans, bays, creeks, rivers, dirt, mud, leaves, flowers, wildlife, air, sun, moon, stars, bugs, sand, the beach, the mountains, etc. I love it all. From my early existence, I have loved it. We had a tall pine tree in front of the house I grew up in. I loved that tree and recall numerous times sitting under it on a bed of its shed needles and with its fragrant bowed branches sheltering me. That beautiful old tree was a precious gift to me, and also to him, though I did not know it then. I was taking in his oxygen (and so much more) while he took in my carbon dioxide. Oh, how I loved that tree.

I would go there to chill. I loved watching in awe as the ants tunneled through the earth. In college, I even wrote an A+ essay on it. I’ll never forget all those scary times watching my beloved tree sway through the storms. They were not scary because they could fall and crush our or our neighbor’s roof, but scary because I feared the thought of losing that beautiful tree. My dad would say, “I have to cut that tree down before it falls on the house,” and I would beg him not to. Thankfully, he never did. Some years after our house was sold, my fear came true: the new owners cut the tree down. I wish I had known it was coming down; I would have liked to have gone to share one last embrace.

While numerous articles say trees do not feel pain when cut down or hurt, some disagree. Even though they do not have a human central nervous system, what system do they have? Trees send messages through mycorrhizal networks. They can send chemical or electrical signals. If a tree is being eaten by insects, it will send out distress signals. When attacked by diseases, they can send out chemicals. Some articles say trees can feel what is happening and feel something comparable to pain. When a tree is cut, it sends electrical signals like human tissue that has been wounded. Research has shown they have many senses. They may have more senses than we even have. When I passed my beloved tree on Waverly Avenue and saw it was no longer there, its spot marked by a heap of shredded bark, I shrieked in disbelief and cried. Then, I exited the car and gathered some of its remains. Call me crazy, but this is what nature does to me. I felt it throughout my soul.

A tree is not just a tree, grass is not just grass. Nature is alive and amazing. Speaking of grass, did you know that grass actually screams when the lawn mower goes over it? Those screams are distress signals. Those distress signals give off the beautiful smell of fresh-cut grass we love.

Lots of things happen under trees. There is something so comforting about trees and being under them, whether for a picnic, shelter, reading a book, resting, taking a nap, or having a romantic rendezvous. Under a tree is the place to be for any of those things. As children we climbed them, swung from their branches, hung swings on them, ran around them, and sat under them.

Do you remember laying on the grass looking up at the sky and finding images in the clouds? I still love looking up in the sky and enjoy laying on a carpet of plush green grass. I even don’t mind laying in the dirt. It all feels wonderful. Speaking of dirt, I remember when I was growing a vegetable garden, I did not use garden gloves. I loved the feeling of the dirt in my hands, of working with the earth. Turning over the earth, planting seeds, watching plants grow, and gathering your harvest are all fulfilling. Whether lying in the hot sun outdoors, under a shaded tree, on the sand, under a canopy of stars on a beautiful summer evening, or even on a cold clear winter’s night on a bed of snow while a profound sense of peace stirs my soul. Ah, there is nothing like nature.

Sunday, December 15th, it was 55 and sunny. My friend Lois and I went to Massapequa Preserve and had a picnic by a stream. It was so peaceful. Our walk through the woods was an adventure as it was very muddy. I don’t mind mud, but I am talking about swampy, puddly mud in some spots that would cover our ankles. We got through it with the help of boards that were down in those spots. There was one terrible spot with an unreachable board, but a kind dad passing by helped us get on a thin log, which led to dry land. We had lots of laughs.

Besides the laughter (which they say is the best medicine), that day reaped many health benefits because that is what being in nature does.
Time spent in nature is full of rewards. It is so good for your mental and physical health. It reduces cortisol levels, muscle tension, and demands on our cardiovascular systems (lowers heart rate and blood pressure). Being out in nature often may lead to lower rates of heart disease. Overall mortality is higher as well for those who roam through nature. And I don’t even need to mention mental health because we all experience it when we are out in nature. Peace, calm, well-being, and reduced mental stress. I believe that God put everything on this planet to heal ourselves and that being out in nature amongst the living plants and trees is one of them.

Being in the middle of the woods is so very peaceful. There are no obnoxious sounds, just sounds like the rustling of leaves, the delightful singing of the birds, the scampering of a squirrel or other forest friend, and maybe the hello of a passing fellow hiker. Except for Sunday’s walk which was filled with the sounds of fire trucks which I suppose, because of the duration, was Santa making his neighborhood rounds. That is okay. Just the thought of children’s joy at the site of Santa riding past their house balanced it all out. You always have to think of the positives.

I am now at an age where peace is very essential. I can get peace through both love and nature. That is how I want to live out my remaining years. I am quickly approaching my golden years and want them to indeed be golden. They call them your golden years because you are near retirement age. But, I think they are golden because you know what you want at that time in your life. You finally come into your own, and you know what you want and don’t want to do, and you don’t want to waste a single minute of precious time.

So, speaking of golden years…try to make them golden. All of them. Make them all golden, even if you are not in your golden years. Make every second golden. Get out, do what makes you happy, and do it with someone you love. Don’t let anyone take your happiness ever, and if they do? Get out in nature and hike in some woods, run through the grass, lay down in it and look at the sky, dance in the sand, breathe in the salty air, walk along the shore, or swim, fish, kayak, or water ski on a lake, or skip stones, go camping, breathe in the fresh forest air, go boating on the bay or a lake, sunbathe, walk in the rain, splash in puddles, smell the flowers listen to the birds, watch all the beautiful wildlife enjoying their great big playground. Just immerse yourself in it and take it all in. What a wonderful world!

When I look back on my life, I see so much beauty, but I also cannot help but see a path paved with all the times I let God down. All the times I chose “me” and not “Him.” I know now that I was not living the greatest commandment. I didn’t realize it back then when I headed out on my journey in life. I don’t even think I knew the greatest commandment. I knew I loved God. But, did I love Him with “all my heart, with all my soul, and with all my mind? If I did, I would have always chosen “Him” over “Me” and not the other way around.

My mother’s passing away when I was only 13 catapulted me on a search to find love. I just wanted to be loved. But I didn’t want to be loved by just anyone, and I didn’t want just any kind of love. Nothing was ever like the love my mother gave me. My mother gave me the kind of love you felt deep down all throughout your being, and you knew you were loved. I wanted to have that love back. I did finally get it. It was when I wasn’t even looking. It felt like an answered prayer. It came out of the blue like a lightning bolt of supercharged love striking straight from the heavens right into my heart and soul. Haha, maybe it was cupids arrow. That ended up being the kind of love where I not only felt entirely and thoroughly loved but where I felt entirely and thoroughly in love. Ahhh, finally, I was on the threshold of where I was meant to be.

Alas, through my life experience, and it took quite a while, I have learned that above everything else is God’s love. God’s love is perfect, and being perfect, He perfectly loves. I wish I knew about the greatest commandment and what it means. I wish I truly understood this commandment of loving God with all your heart, soul, and mind. It really means loving Him more than yourself. but it is in loving Him more than yourself that you are loving yourself more than you ever could. For He is the only one who truly knows you like no other. He created you, and He knows what is best for you to live a life of eternal bliss, not here on earth, but in the home that he prepared for you. He is the only one that will never abandon or hurt you.

Living that love for Him will bring you the greatest joy. After all…He is God, your creator, the master of your ship. He comes first. How many times I have put myself first before God. My wants, my desires, my feelings. When you put Him first, all good things will follow. Look at the rainbow below. The greatest commandment is like that rainbow, and at the end of the rainbow is the pot of gold which is the joy found in living the commandment. It is perfect and priceless.

Pretend you are on a fork in the road. You can choose the path that forks to the left that looks so beautiful and is filled with everything you enjoy. Your eyes behold the shining, radiant sun in the blue sky, flowers blooming alongside glistening lakes, streams, waterfalls, lush greenery, and majestic mountains; there may be a rocky road beyond yonder. Still, you don’t even think of that because you are so taken in by the beauty of the road on the left. Or you can choose the road that forks to the right, where you see lots of gravel, rocks, and obstacles. Dark clouds hover in a threatening sky. There is some light far away about to break through the clouds, and it looks like the sky may be clearing, but as far as the eye can see, it seems like a challenging hike. You can’t see it, but there may be a stream over yonder where you can find refreshment, but you just don’t know.

What path would you choose? Before you decide, remember that Adam and Eve lived in paradise. God had set the beautiful garden, like the road I described above, before them in a Garden, and it was filled with everything good. But in that perfect paradise, there was temptation. The temptation to not listen to God but to do what they wanted to do. Oh, how good that apple looked to Adam and Eve. God, forbid them to eat it. He told them to enjoy everything before them, but they could touch nor eat that apple, or they would die. Then came the serpent who told them to eat it. Things are not always as they seem, and it is much better to follow God than temptation. Why should they choose not to eat something that seemed so pleasing? They could not understand why God would not want them to eat something so pleasing. Something to ponder this Lent. That whole story of the Garden of Eden is chock full of lessons and could certainly create a few more blog posts.

Now here is the thing. We just cannot just unabashedly run to the path. Before going down any path, before moving forward from where we stand, we need to pray to God for guidance. We need to be conversing with Him to choose the right path. If we are living the first commandment, that will come very naturally. If we are not, we most likely will choose the beautiful path, but right now, it might not be the path to take. Is that what God wants? Many things need to be considered. Will that path bring me closer to God? Will that path enable me to follow Him better? Or do I not care? Am I just too excited to rush off to the beauty I see before me on the left, only to be disappointed and hurt and with no consolation? Sometimes we know we should not take the path, but then it is too appealing, like the apple, and think…well, wouldn’t God want me to take that path as it is so pleasing? If we realize we have taken the wrong path, we can still cross through the thickets to the other side after turning to God and begging for his help through the pain. That is the only answer to the disappointments and pain in life. To turn to God. It is only there that you will find consolation through His healing mercy.

My point here is if you choose the rocky path, it doesn’t mean it will not be filled with beauty. It will be. If you choose the beautiful path, it doesn’t mean it will not be filled with pain. But if we choose the path because we put the greatest commandment first and are following God, the path we choose will be the right one. Every path is hard, but with God, it is made easier. Any path you choose can be full of unexpected, unwanted surprises but listen to your heart…if it is following God, you will know. So even when surprises pop up like crazy, Uncle George jumping out of the bushes shouting yum yum, eat um up 😂, well, you will be able to not allow it to destroy your paradise because God will help you..

The right path would be the one you decide after prayer and feeling God’s guidance to move forward. Always remember, Jesus tells us to deny ourselves, pick up our cross, and follow Him. Jesus doesn’t deceive us. He doesn’t lie to us; He is honest with us. He wants us to deny ourselves and follow Him. He doesn’t want us to do this so that we are burdened; no, Jesus tells us this because He loves us, and He shows His love when He expresses that love by telling us, “Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am meek and humble of heart, and you will find rest for yourselves. For my yoke is easy, and my burden light.” So if you are a follower living the greatest commandment, even though you did not see a stream up yonder, you know it is there. While the path may seem challenging and will definitely be with struggles, Jesus is helping us. He will give us rest; there will be plenty of streams, and we can be assured all will turn out well as long as we follow Him. Have you ever hiked, and the journey up the mountain was challenging? Then you finally get to the summit, and the beauty and joy are indescribable? The struggle got you there. All our struggles on earth will get us there. Even the struggles that come on the beautiful path. Just follow him.

Choose the right path, the one that God calls you to. Both will be beautiful, and both will be a struggle. You will need to deny yourself and pick up your cross every step of the way, but by doing this and following Him, it will lead you to that beautiful place He created for those who love Him. That place of lush greenery, sunshine, and everything beautiful, but without the pain and heartache, only love, peace, and joy.

Jesus is the one person who will never let you down and who will lead you to everlasting life. May we always choose his path and follow Him.